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    Hoarding Manna

    One of the most annoying days as a Christian is the day you realize that you are totally like the Israelites. You spend your Sunday school years sitting back, eating popcorn, watching the story of the Exodus play out on the flannelgraph board, thinking, “Haha, suckas, get your act together! What losers.” And then, one terrible and wonderful day your eyes are opened and you realize that you are, in fact, one of those “losers.” I’ve been thinking about manna lately. The story is found in Exodus 16 and goes like this: the Israelites are in the desert and are complaining (again), so God, in all His goodness says, “I…

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    New Life After a Long Winter

    This is a particularly ugly season for South Dakota. The weather has been nice for the past few days, which I am so very thankful for. But then again, it could always blizzard tomorrow. For now, though, the snow has almost melted away. But instead of the green grass my heart is longing for, everything is brown, and muddy, and damp, and broken. It’s like the earth is covered in scars sustained from a bitter fight with a long winter. The trees are the ugliest. We don’t have all that many evergreens around here. Most of our trees are the kinds with, well, leaves. In the wintertime the frost clings…

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    Spoken Word: The Tower

      When I fear men I am forgetting God. That path has been well trod in my history. See God intended me to be free from people’s expectations. It’s a crushing weight that makes me wait before I act or makes me want to take back actions after I see how people respond. See I’m drawn to praise and attention but that’s not freedom that’s detention. In a prison I built with my own two hands that often stands more prominent in my life than the tower that houses truth. I put that one in the back so it’s harder to defend the attacks. And even though it’s firmer and…

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    Spoken Word: Dwell

      Dwell in my mind. Take up every corner. Don’t be like a seasonal border But fill me up with your stuff like we’re on an episode of Hoarders. Move in and clean out the mess the stress the distress. Make me to be at my best, which only happens when You’re here. You being near is not near enough. I need You to live in my heart with an office in my mind. And I’ll find You commuting through my veins touching my skin without and within, because that’s where You are. Everywhere. All the time. But my mind, sometimes my mind needs it the most. So come on…